I just want to get gone, go to college. I want to party my fucking brains out, drop acid, drink beer, do body shots, smoke a pack, smoke a bong. I want to dance, I want to fight. I want to punch someone until they stop moving. I want to scream and throw my middle finger up. I want to fuck. I want to be fucked. I want to get out of here and do whatever the fuck I want, to literally be on the brink of losing everything and pull myself up.