I am so unbarealy stifled in this place. I understand why people leave, especially intelligent people. I am so thirsty for knowledge, as though my hands are reaching out and begging. My brain is begging but yet I must follow their curriculum. I must stay inside, confined in the walls that were built for me, both metaphorically and the literal structure. I look outside and see the sunlight, I know what they are teaching. I do not want to be here.