I love you so much but in the back of my mind, I have so many back-up plans. I think about these back-up plans so often too. As much as I say I trust you…well, I do with certain things, but I don’t trust you with not leaving me. I feel as though you could walk out any minute, I hate that I’m the one always on my toes. You just, you just don’t even care, do you?