I need to get out of this town. I need to get away from your lustful stare, the stare I know is no longer directed at me. I need to run from your eyes, the eyes the peer in to my soul without me even knowing, the eyes and heart that know me better than I know myself. It frightens me, it warms me, it enthralls me, it tears me apart at the seams. Today I found out that I’ll be singing a song, in front of a hundred or so people, the lyrics were, “If I had my way, I’d be a thousand miles away…” I thought it was funny…and kind of sad I suppose that it was obvious in my face and my actions how desperately I needed to get away. The truth is though that if I had my way, I’d be with you. We never really get our way though, do we? So, I need to get away from here. I need to get out.