I can not use the word carefree because I do not know or understand the definition. I am not carefree, none of us are, except for those of us who do not have anything worth living for. I worry that our civilization is crumbling. I worry that the world will never understand me, that I am fated to pretend that I am someone and something that I am not. I worry that we have all fallen to ignorance and hatred, that we so easily judge because the world has ignited a fire that can not go out. A fire caused by fear and misinterpretations. I fear that Love is such a far off concept that no one I know that deserves it will find it. I fear that I am losing faith in humanity and that I am completely justified in doing so.