I want to stand on the edge of destruction. I want to come the closest to death that I can. I want to feel an adrenaline rush, I want to scare others. I want to scare myself. I want to scare myself in to knowing what I truly want and what is best for me. I want to come back with a new confidence, be a person that no one would ever expect to come out of me. I don’t want to be a masterpiece anymore, I am going to be a fucking masterpiece.