This weekend has been one of the greatest of my life. I feel renewed. I felt in control by feeling out of control, I finally feel like things are going to be easier. No, I don’t have specific plans and I don’t know exactly what I am going to do but I am going to make it through. I know I’m going to be okay. I finally know that I have people by my side, people that will stay by me. I finally appreciate and recognize that for what it is, there are so few people that can say they have someone who would do anything they could for them.

Of course it is somewhat disappointing that it took what it took to set me straight and basically save my life, but I’m okay with that. If that’s what it takes, that’s what it takes…not as if I sincerely mind.