I don't know what the word peace means because honestly, I've never found it so far in my life. Have you? It seems, to me at least, that life is a series of downs with occasional ups, but those ups are so very rare that we're amazed when they actually seem to happen. Life is a rollercoaster. You never stay up but when you're there, it's the greatest feeling in the world and you pray to who ever is up there watching over us that it won't end, but we all know that it's going to even if we don't want to admit it. Not only is it a rollercoaster, it's a maze. It's complicated and confusing and it whispers to you, leading you and convincing you to go so many different directions but it never tells you which way will lead you to those ups and which way will lead you to the downs. It whispers to you in a seductive tone that you must continue your journey on but that it can not give you a way to chose. Yet, another side of life whispers that you can stop now. You don't have to go on. It will give you an answer but it can not until you give up your life, until you surrender your humanity.