...Why isn't Tumblr working?
WHAT AM I GOING TO DO ALL DAY?!

so, last night I accepted that I like you and that I have to deal with it. I wish I knew why it took me so long to finally be okay with that notion...well, actually, I'm still not okay with it.
I think I'm just so afraid of being hurt anymore, I think I'm afraid of getting close to someone.
I think I'm also afraid that I won't be as close to anyone ever again as I was with you.

The funny thing is, I haven't really cried much. I guess that's because it hasn't really set in...or maybe I really should just be done and my mind knows that.
I don't know. I don't know.