Sometimes I wonder if maybe we would’ve been better off if we had just become friends. I wonder if we would’ve been really close and then maybe it would’ve developed in to a relationship, maybe it would’ve been a relationship that could’ve lasted…or maybe we would’ve just stayed friends. Maybe we would’ve been friends like Callie and Alec. Maybe it would’ve been that sad story when we were both in love with each other but wouldn’t tell each other because we were so scared that we would lose our friendship.

Sometimes I wonder if you being my boyfriend first and best friend second wasn’t good enough. I don’t know, I miss you. I can’t stop thinking about all of this, I can’t stop over analyzing every second of our relationship.