well,

I haven't been on here in months but I've been writing constantly, trying to distract myself from the thoughts in my head. I wish I knew if people were reading this and if, in some way or another, someone is reading this and I am helping them because they can relate. That's all I ever hope for really, to help anyone. I think that's why I've always wanted to be a singer/songwriter, even though I'm not terribly good at it, because I want to give people something that they can relate to.

That's why music is so powerful to me at least.

Anyway, I have a lot more to write but I don't want to write a giant post, so I think I'm going to go one by one. I just don't like really long ones, no on ever reads them all the way through.