I seriously haven’t been able to sleep in weeks. I lay in bed every night. I sit in the same room. I do the same routine, over and over. I read, I draw, I write, I Tumblr, I watch SVU. You’d think I’d just get bored and fall asleep but no. I turned my TV off, turned the lights off and just laid here staring at my ceiling (which has glow in the dark stars that I LOVE) and I couldn’t fall asleep. I just can’t. I feel like maybe I’m worrying about school and other stuff and that’s why I can’t sleep. I really wish I had someone to talk to about all of this.

I just wish I knew what was wrong with me. It’s not because you’re coming over later today, ‘cause I passed out last time you were coming over and didn’t wake up until you got here. asdhsjakd Ridiculous.