I think Blogger really is just a place for everyone's pessimistic thoughts, so here we go.

I hate humanity. I've tried so hard for so long to believe that maybe there could be beauty, like the title of this blog said, but I just fucking can't anymore. I can't believe in anything with everything that is going on. I probably won't feel the same in a few months but for now and until then, I am in a downward spiral that I don't intend on even trying to pull myself out of.

On the somewhat brightside:
Although I don't really like the show that much, I'm auditioning for American Idol next week in Nashville. I hope it goes somewhere...on the not so bright side, I might miss Warped Tour because of it. Shit.