I feel different.

I feel like a different person. I like this person. I want to regain the friendships that mattered that I lost. I want the people who left me behind to get lost and actually stay lost this time. I want to work as hard as I can for as long as I can until I get the things I want. I want to stop wasting my time on everyone else’s bullshit. I want to love unconditionally and be loved unconditionally. I want friends to stay by me, friends who truly are what friends should be. I want to find happiness in the most simple things. I want to lead a life that I will be proud of, that anyone would be proud of. I want to live in art. I want to be a goddamn masterpiece.