The first time it ever happened…we had done it so often and so many times, I couldn’t believe that it hadn’t happened before. I guess I thought it had always been happening, but I didn’t know it until then. Your skin had never been so warm, your touch had never been so passionate. They all make it seem like such a dirty thing, such a disgustingly sexual thing. It is more like, a miracle had just occured. I felt all of my beliefs, I saw every promise we had ever made. I saw more than just what was in front of me, although you were still such a big part of it. I loved you. “I love you,” I said it over and over. We both knew how different this was then every other. I never really realized how much I loved you and how desperately I needed you until that moment.