I feel helpless, but not because I can not help myself. It’s all beause I can’t help you. I want to make you alright, that’s all I’ve ever really wanted. I’ve wanted to make sure that you were always happy and it seems like it makes no difference how hard I try anymore, you’re still upset and the distance between us, the circumstances are pulling us apart and making things so much more strained than they ever have been before. I don’t want to let you down, I don’t want to let us down.

I’m just so scared of losing myself while I’m trying to help you find yourself.