I’m so goddamn exhausted. I’m tired of fighting for something that no one else is fighting for, for taking the bullet every time I’m asked to do so. I’m tired of pushing myself to the very brink and then having to hold on by a thread for my life, I’m so tired of those situations and yet I’ve put myself in them for you over and over again. I can’t do it anymore and if you prove nothing t o me, I will step away. I know you won’t come after me and that’s what hurts the most, after everything. That’s what will always hurt the most about this all.