There are many a time when I can not express to you the feelings that I feel. There are many a time when I cannot comfort myself so that you have to do it. There are many a time when I am quieted when my words should be recognized and glamourized. I miss being rude, loud and honest. More so now, I am quiet and subdued. I miss when there was times that I could be myself with you, now there is this vision of the girl you want in front of me. I don’t communicate well enough but that is because I am frightened. I want you but I do not want you. I want all but I want no responsibility. Please come back, become the person that you used to be.