My body is exhausted, I feel as though I cannot move it or it will fall to pieces. My mind is exhausted. I am worried, anxious, stressed. I am everything that makes life difficult and all at the same time. Sometime I wonder if I’m going crazy but I simply I can’t be, I am not my mother. Sometimes I worry that I’m turning in to her. I feel achey and worn, like my body can’t take it anymore. My mind has ruined my body. I just want to be held.