It feels like I am changing every single minute, every single day. There is always something that about me that morphing in to what I am supposed to be. Whether that person is good or not, beautiful or not, I do not know. Each day I further myself in to this different person, each day I am reminded of the person that I used to be by people around me who hardly acknowledge the woman that I am now. I’m so confused by all of these things going on around me, all of these influences. I want to be one thing but that person is condemned by society because of small actions she makes. There is evidentally some kind of fine line between everything that is good and everything that society considers bad and it seems that each time I reach a point I want to be at, some small thing I do sends a message to my peers that I have overstepped the boundaries they have set for me. I’m frustrated by all of this and while I do love this place, I so desperately wish to be out of it so that I may be my own person and live in my own world.