This blog is all things I have written myself, unless I say otherwise. I just thought I should point that out, because I was asked.

Last night my boyfriend broke up with me...well, actually I broke up with him. It's all a very long and complicated story. I'm spending New Years alone, probably drunk and crying. I have a drinking problem. I'm dealing with it though. Anyway, I guess there's not a real point to this other than I don't want to trust people anymore. I don't want to move out of my bed. I gave someone myself again, only to get hurt again.

I feel betrayed and hopeless.